Quote Originally Posted by Thomas View Post
this whole thing is a bit scarry to me honestly cause bringing it out in the open is so new... i feel like im kinda taking my heart and opening it on a table for the whole world to disect. but at the same time... being able to have such an awesome change is really exciting and it keeps me wanting to move forward

the bigger changes are something that i really want, but at the same time im also afraid of. perhaps because i don't know much about it...
Yeah it is an exciting thing to be going on, and all the excitement will be like a driving-force, but you need to be careful with that because the first thing that goes wrong might push you back into the big bad closet. You need to stay strong and focused on what you want, not what other people want!

Not knowing anything about it can cause a lot of fear. At 16 i was really immature and naive and i was terrified. I knew what i wanted, i knew how i felt but didn't know how to express how i felt, where to start and what to do. Back then i didn't have all these guys cheering me on, i did it on my own, but now when i think back, that was good for me personally.

Anyway, best of luck, i'll reply some more when i wake up later today [it's 2:20 am, eeeeek!]