Hon, not horrible at all. You happen to be cute. We guys smile different and less often. It's something that has to be practiced. Maybe video recording yourself can help.
but i end up looking really girly if i take a picture from the front view or if i smile. look how horrible D:
Regarding the voice: I guess it's easier for girls to make a male voice than it is for guys to emulate girl's voices. But I understand that hormones help. I remember an anecdote about the East German Olympic swimming coach (early 70's), being asked about the low voice tone of the female swimmers, he replied, "We came here to swim, not sing." They were illegally using hormones.
Good luck. I can see your are progressing very nicely. And it was just a haircut.
