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wow...isn't that nice? Which retailer, do you know?
underworks :3 since it was recommended to me so many times. She picked it out with me. I got the 988. It hasn't arrived yet. I sent out the money order on saturday. im excited.

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but you can't know for sure until you try. if she rejects you or tries to "fix" you, find a new therapist.
*deep sigh* okay. i just. don't exactly know how to go about discussing that subject

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well, isn't that what this forum is about? you can ask questions here, you can vent...i know cyber-reality and physical reality are two different worlds, and we'll never be a part of your physical reality, but we'll help as much as we can.

and, I know it can feel like you're the only one out there with this issue. I know you know you're not, but it will still feel like it. to combat this feeling, I seriously suggest finding a queer youth group in your nearby major city. It will cater to trans youth as well, and there you'll be able to physically see and get to know people in situations similar to yours.
I know. and ive been relying on this a lot. you all have been really helpful and supportive. but you're right its not the same as reality. however. i do know one post-op mtf girl who lives near me and who some of my friends know. theyve spoken to her about me and given me her number. but. its so emberassing to call her. i don't know what i'd say. i just wanted to contact her to have her as a friend. someone who gets it. its really awkward to just call up a stranger like that just because shes trans like me. seems almost rude...

and i really would love to find a group like that! there should be one since i live like really close to Atlanta. I just don't know how to find them? I guess...