There's still a little bit of the "taboo" lingering in you as it still lingers in me.
The thoughts of getting away with something just make it a little more exciting. Sort of like getting away with that cookie just before dinner.
Another part of it is you don't want to wear it out. You're afraid by dressing too often, some of the thrill might go away. You love it too much to take that chance.
Same here.
