Wow! So many great comments that mine will be somewhat redundant. I have always loved women, the way they look, feel, smell and so forth. I also always felt the urge to wear female clothes. I have had homosexual experiences and I loved that, too. However, I have not had an encounter with another male for some time and now I just want to be more of what I always felt; me as Brandi.
How much is enough? Am I gay? How will my S.O. react when she knows I am a cross dresser? I don't know for certain on many fronts, but my thoughts don't go to wanting to be with a male sexually. I love being with other femme CDs who just want to be girls together and who view me as a girl, too. I want to use what I have to present a female to those I meet and spend time with, outside of my marriage, but I don't want to add or lose anything concerning my body. I have yet to have "that" talk with the S.O. and it will be a difficult time for Brandi and her wife, too.
