finding a balance is always harder than going one way or the other.
Some of us still have function, of our little friend.
Find a good DR that will help you with gender desire, remember the symbol is a rainbow for a reason. your options vary as you move from your birth gender, you need to read, and consult as you need. All ways remember to think it out, with input from you selected DR.

There is room in the middle, options may vary!

Lindia Z