Fab Anonymous 19
You hid a part of you for all these years from me. I was hurt, scared, angry and numb when I found out on my own. We are married we gave our lives to one another. I thought you knew you could come to me with anything.
I have fears daily that you will want more and I wont be able to handle more. Im scared I will lose the "man" i fell in love with years ago to someone that now feels like a stranger in our home, a mistress in our relationship. Ive given up so much over the years to be your wife i feel so selfish inside now praying that ill wake up one morning and everything will be back to normal and I will have you back fully as my man.
I miss your hairy legs and chest. you didnt know this but laying next to you feeling that always was a comfort. It was a turn on for me and now its gone and I must wait for summer to have it back.
Im scared baby, scared that now you know that i know it will progress more and faster. I love you the man I married.. im not ready to love her yet, and if i figure out that I cant love her.. will you still love me?
You spend a lot of time on the computer when I wish you were with me sitting next to me. We dont have to talk but just hold one another. To be in your arms is to be in heaven. it makes me feel safe. I just want to feel like a priority to you again. Ive lost that feeling.
I love you. You are my hero and my rock. never have you let us go without. From the moment we became a family you were there to provide for us. You are my strength at times. I do like to find my inner strength but I need you there too.
I love you forever and a day!
