I am not okay with being transgendered in the slightest. I truly hate it.
I have no one to talk to about it with. There's no place to go (but that's more money/gas issues than anything else). My family refuses to acknowldge it in even the tiniest bit. And since coming out about it, I've lost every single friend I once had.
If I could go back in time and stop myself from telling any one, I would in a heart beat.
And yes, I am trying to make it go away. I put all the female clothes over in the corner of the room where even I will never have to see them and think about it. I try to avoid the LGBT community whenever I can. I honestly don't know why I even come to this site anymore.
