Marleena Honey, great thread.
I am way in the closet. To date I have only told one person, besides you all of course about Filomena(really Gina but I have yet to figure out how to change my name here, Filomena...what was I thinking). BUT I realize at a deep level that this feeling will not just go away, I have to deal with being TG'd. In the past I ran and got drunk and did drugs and almost died, I never really knew why, I buried it so deep. I still am not really happy being male. I do not want to be a gay dude but even that would be easier than being to the left of middle like I am designed.
So I deal with it but I only get so far. I continue to loose weight and shave and under dress, I can barley take my forms off anymore I love wearing them so much, so relaxing.
Knowledge is power, and I am glad to know what I am, I feel I have accepted myself....well I am close to it...Thanks everybody for their answers, a big help for this girl.
