Are you getting any closer to relocating?
I remember your (or was it your wife's) thread about this some time back and it's got to be difficult living in a small town where you don't feel free to be yourself and interact with people, not necessarily just at TG support groups, but out and about everywhere else.
You look very nice in your avatar .. do you ever consider going out when you travel and might this bring some measure of relief until you've made decisions about your future?