I'd say curse. I don't want to be like this. It's a waste of time and money to try so hard to look like a pale imitation of what real women look like, and if it weren't for this, I'd probably have some other, more respectable hobby. That being said, having a more feminine personality does have its benefits. I tend to be really good at listening to people, and understanding them. I'm one of the few guys I know who never really had a problem understanding women. (Not that it always helps!) I don't have that typical male urge to get into pissing contests with other guys, and I think that actually makes me look more mature to women. And of course, I don't mind in the slightest if my masculinity is challenged. Oh, you say I have women's hips? Sweet! I should get a new skirt to show them off!