Just wanted to say that I read this thread with intense interest. I too never once thought I was gay, but always loved CDing. But lately I too have pondered this question, as my fantasies have taken a strong bisexual turn.
I had a very strange experience the second time I went out (which, incidentally, I documented on youtube). I was in the mall for like 2 minutes, dressed in a skirt suit. I got maybe 100 feet in the mall, saw a janitor way across the hall, and immediately turned around to leave the building. He followed me. He was a safe distance, so I wasn't worried about contact, but I needed to leave. I sensed he was watching me (I think I did look pretty good from that distance) so I made sure that I kept walking like a woman. I focused intently on maintaining my girly walk. I completely shocked myself that I enjoyed it! I really enjoyed the feeling of being watched by a man. Ever since that moment I have had some pretty detailed fantasies of being with a man. I have never explored these fantasies in real life. So I am intensely interested in learning more about how that type of situation works out. And, like you, the thought continually crosses my mind--am I "bi" now? Now that I fantasize of being dressed as a woman and being totally with a man? Because I must admit, my fantasies (never explored in real life, mind you) are definitely quite bi.
But in real life, in day-to-day interactions, I have no attraction to men whatsoever. I'm always checking out the GGs. Darn its complicated!!!!
