Quote Originally Posted by Jenniferathome View Post
Transitioning has got to be the hardest thing in the world to undertake. Have you felt this all your life or are you more fantasizing about it in the fog? Seems to me if you didn't feel "wrong bodied" from your earliest recollections, you are just in the fun pink fog now. But I am no expert in this, that's for sure.
Hey Jennifer,

That's the dilemma. Yes, I have felt like in the wrong body, but would suppress those feelings. So I learned to like guy things because that's what was expected of me. But I could never relate with guys. My friends have always been girls. Never could get myself to like hanging out with guys. I would just tolerate for some time because that's what was expected.

That said, I know I'm too confused to make a decision about transitioning. But, I'm thinking about it so much more now because I'm no longer suppressing my femininity, except when I have to be in man mode. I didn't even know what "pink fog" meant until 3 weeks ago. All I know is I like being in Anne mode so much more than being in man mode. And I'm really good at being a girl. A lot of it comes so naturally.

So, yes I understand it may be "pink fog". But, it feels like more than that. Until I know for sure, no rash decisions. No worries or depression, either. Just gonna have fun being Anne whenever I can. And if I have to be a man, I will be the best man I can.

Comments like yours keep things in perspective while trying to navigate thru that "pink fog".

Thanks, and please keep them coming.