I'm half giggling at your story. So let me get this straight.. you were walking in male mode then stopped to look in the mirror and noticed that you looked like a girl wearing another man's clothing? That's funny stuff right there.
I'm half giggling at your story. So let me get this straight.. you were walking in male mode then stopped to look in the mirror and noticed that you looked like a girl wearing another man's clothing? That's funny stuff right there.
Basically, yes. I was actually embarrassed. When in man mode, I don't want to look or act like a chick. When in Anne mode, I don't want to look or act like a dude. But, now I'm looking more like a chick than a dude even in man mode. I don't want to act like a girly man either. But found myself falling into feminine gesturing. Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing that more frequently than I catch myself.
It may seem funny, but I'm dead serious. I feel my manhood giving up too quickly. This IS what I want, but at the same time, must consider family, emotional stability, work, economics, etc. But I don't want to slow down my feminization either. I LIKE being Anne.
Living and Loving in God's Grace,
Anne
Going out dressed is difficult whether it is a small town or a big one....it is very stressful, but it has rewards too. Take it at your own pace and don't hurry. It will come eventually.
All I ever wanted was to be a girl. Is that really asking too much?