Hey everybody! It's never late to post here, don't ever think like that :D thank you for all the messages, I read every single one, thank you! And if someone still wants to talk about it, just keep posting, I'll keep reading and I'll reply if I feel the need to do.
About the two spirit thing, it's now something I can't get out of my mind, it's a beautifiul way to feel this energy, I think I'll write a book LOL I'm so inspired right now to create something LOL