My mind is all over the place. Transition is always on my mind. I enjoy being a guy too!
I have been lucky to have met so many who are transitioning/have transitioned, and I realize I am not exactly the same place as they are. They make me jealous, but I am reminded that I have a strong guy identity too.
I also don't enjoy being the cis-gendered male. ......Screw you, "guys" I don't want to live your life.
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So.....I shall live on the edge of this fence until something commands me one day to say "OK, this is where I belong".
