Miki, I could have written much the same thing myself.
Isha, all I can say is that I do my best to remain the person my wife loved enough to marry all those years ago, and remain willing and ready to resume our bedroom activities when and if she is once again ready to accept me in that way. She is still unable to see me sexually again since learning of my nature and since witnessing the changes occurring in my physical form. But, I still have hope. I can say that it is better now than it was a month ago, and that was better than the month before that.
Time will tell. Day by day.
Hugs
Sammie
