Quote Originally Posted by Jenniferathome View Post
If you had killed this desire, you wouldn't be wanting to dress now, right? It's in us, with us always. Temporary stoppages are normal.
Yeah, I think you are right-- if I had killed it, then I would not want to dress right now. Or for that matter, want to paint my nails.

A part of me misses how I felt wearing a dress or wearing the excitement of trying on new heels, but then again, doing this secretly and alone, it feels like a burden.