That would be a correct interpretation, Rianna. It's a whole different experience to have lifelong hiding the truth from everyone else (one typical experience here), and hiding it from yourself (and therefore also accidentally from everyone else), which takes a lot more digging and unpicking. There are a myriad of ways in which a person can feel different or alienated from others - such as autism, sociopathy, neuro-diversity, social access, early life traumas, as well a possibly gender identity difference, to be considered as factors which might make the gender ID eventually invalid. All these things require due and deep consideration. And at the same time there's no point navel-gazing all the time.
In the end, you will know because you did not regret the GRS.
