One question would be what it is that is tormenting you. Being a man, or not being a woman? It sounds like the same question but it really isn't. I would still advise before making very very large changes to 1st try blending yourself a bit. I am not against transitioning whatsoever. In the end though, and this sometimes sucks for us, because we end up having to make a very hard and very big decision. What is hardest to do. Say good bye to the life we have, and those in it, at least in their current roles, as well as our roles to them. To be a father, a husband, a son. To transition means we can no longer be those things, yet, if being a man makes us suffer so much that we cannot fulfill being those, then perhaps it truly is time to start looking in that direction. I do think blending may help. It helps me quite a bit.
