How about realizing what is reality and what is a fantasy?
How do I cope ?
I have no idea I just do, its never been a problem because I deal with the reality of the situation and don't let a fantasy rule my life.
You are a man and not a woman you know this to be a reality.
You feel and you enjoy dressing as a woman but that part is a fantasy at this point because you are not in the process of transitioning.
