I don't think you "detransitioned" I think you stopped or paused it.
That's not a criticism but I think the anti-T community loves that word, loves to act like its the most horrible thing that can ever happen to a person and loves to take the most vocal de-transitioners who are often people that should have never transitioned in the first place and puts them on a pedastal..
Nothing is absolute or final especially if you havent changed your name, legal status..etc..
You need just as much if not more support for your situation than anyone that has got through this and transitioned as well.
