Look at it this way I feel Female SO, I want it all and U want it NOW!!! I have to admit I am one of the ones who is never satisified. I guess it's just the way I am. I don't want to miss out on anything and I want to do as much as I can. I figure I have already outlived my father (he was 49 when he died) and I am almost 51, so I want to get as much enjoyment I can as soon as I can. And I really enjoy dressing up in Female clothing. I don't do it for spite or to use against my SO, I do it because I enjoy it!!!