[SIZE="3"]What I hate most of all Tamara is posts like these and this is why. Read through all of these posts and you begin to see a pattern of discontent down the scale to outright desperation and deppression! under it all, the platitudes of how this should be accepted and society is is off and should be able to accept this. If Cding is so right and doesn't hurt a soul then explain the pain and the bewiderment and seperation. CDing is not mainstream, It might reach a level of tolerance that might appear as acceptance.
I hate when someone decides to purge and everyone jumps on the bandwagon and decries that persons efforts to escape. It's like saying to the drunk, don't toss that bottle you know you will return to it, keep it around just in case. Or the smoker, or the drug addict. We want to legitimize our own behaviour. The fact is if it is posible to move beyond CDing then what happens to our argument?
I hate that Cding has become a road block. Living without fear that the children you love or the family you love who do not know of your proclivities,
might find out and you will lose them forever!
I hate that CDing can be used as a weapon against you.
I hate the fact that I can see no honor or selfrespect, in the traditional sense ,in this life style
There is a list if what I hate about this thing That has gripped me for 40 years
Now it is time for my Zanax.
Jennifer[/SIZE]
