Thank you for reading my long and rambling story. I guess I've been quiet about this for so long that now I can't shut up about it!
I've had one best (male) friend in my life that I considered more as a brother than a friend. My "brother from another mother" was what I called him. Anyway, he passed away 6 years ago and his parents cleaned out his apartment and found a lot of things that I wish I could have gotten to before they did. Have you ever heard of a "porn buddy?" Someone that cleans up your embarassing stuff before loved ones find it? Well, he never asked me and I wish that he had. It wasn't easy trying to explain to his parents. And I can't imagine what my family would go through should it ever happen to me.
By the way (and this is totally off subject), has it been extra quiet around here for the past few days or is it just me? This place used to be hopping with people and threads seem to be pretty dead now. I sincerely hope recent events haven't driven people away. I'm really enjoying this community and plan on contributing for as long as they'll have me. EVERYBODY! COME BACK!!!