Donna,
I trust you did read the beginning part of what you quoted. I am struggling with this whole matter . . .Yes I do want them back and there will have to be sacrifices on both ends . . . I am just not certain how things will be worked out yet.
Pouring salt into an open wound is definately not something I need right now . . . I do understand that I may have to "closet" my dressing in order to get them back . . .I just pray that she is willing to change her part in this whole relationship.
I was writing while "dressed" as Jacie is still a part of me and I feel more at peace as Jacie during this tough time -- If that is wrong? then what do you suggest I do to cope!
