
Originally Posted by
Jacie2b
I am struggling with this whole matter . . .I have her wanting me to change to get her husband back and I have my family wanting me to change from what they are calling an "addiction" or a "sickness" .. Everyone around me is wanting me to bury Jacie and that is what I am struggling with as I sit here "dressed" while writing this post . . . I am Jacie . . . I am Jason . . . I'm me and that is the truth. I feel so good as Jacie that I cannot bear to bury her *sob* but yet I miss my kids as well!