Confused young person seeking advise .

[christina s]

You need to do a bit more soul searching. As long as you have a desire to stay competitive, then keep at it.... IF that is what YOU want. There will likely come a time in the future when you no longer wish to compete, then reshape yourself as you can to reveal a more femme look. Last I heard, there's no rule that says you can't do both.

I know there no rule saying you can't do both , but with how big i am i can’t find clothes that fit decently also i still think part of the fun is actually looking somewhat decent (you look great btw). As you said though this is something i just need to think about

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Thank you for giving a different perspective

. Most people I know say I do have a gift for powerlifting so it would be a shame if I just quit and threw it away ,but I don’t want to be the person who snaps one day because they suppressed a part of who they are. While I understand the “life “ of a crossdresser isn’t great I just want to be able to accept who really am . Maybe your right , I should just keep this in the closet till I’m done with my lifting career and try to find some clothes I would look decent in