Bisexuality & Crossdressing

[anna36b]

I would label myself (and I hate labels) as a very bi cd/tv girl. My first sexual experiences were with girls when I was in my teens, and I enjoyed that very much. I also enjoyed dressing pretty beginning at 10yrs old or so with my sister’s lingerie. I began buying some of my own lingerie at about 13 or so. I remember buying my first teenform bra at Dillard’s in the young junior dept. I also began buying panties and camisoles and half slips too. I was hooked. As I continued to dress more and more and every chance I got, I began to wonder what it would be like to be a girl/woman in every sense of the word.

As I continued to dress more and more, I began communicating and meeting with others like me who dressed. My “first” as to a guy or cd/tv meeting happened when I was 19 and he was mid 40’s. I know. save it…he took advantage of me, used me…blah, blah. I was nervous, excited and everything else that goes with it. We got together to dress up in lingerie together. I dressed fully as a fem and he in just bra/panty slip and stockings and light make up. It was a great experience. I was young but ready to experience things as a woman would. I wanted the full fem experience….and I got it.

He was gentle and kind. We started by just dressing together (he enjoyed me modeling lingerie outfits for him), then he asked me a lot of questions, like had I thought of becoming a woman full time, when I started dressing, what kind of fantasies I had, what I thought about being and doing with a guy. I was honest and told him I identified more with the female role. He wanted me to have the female experience that I thought about for so long, and I wanted it. The relationship quickly moved to a sexual one, and I was willing and wouldn’t change anything. He taught me/instructed me on how to best please a man sexually. I learned to become a submissive woman to him. I did this all as a fully dressed woman. I would meet with him frequently after our first meeting and it was great fun. I will never forget how fem and girly I felt dressed as a pretty fem and addressing his needs, and how much of a woman that made me feel like. There is nothing like it.