Well Bree,
As our old friend from across the pond Sir Winston Churchill said to his people, "We have NOTHING to fear but fear itself.
As far as an Orchi I was at the same point last year when I booked it then stopped it before the surgery date as the doctor who is going to do my SRS said he did not want any scar tissue. So I accepted that for awhile then two months ago, I set another surgery date for this coming Tuesday BUT I got some very important NEWS from my wife that has caused me to cancel this second time. Read my thread titled "My Wife Said YES!" that will up up shortly.
But I am glad you did NOT delete yourself from here. You have way too many friends here. And I think you are making the right choice on the Orchi for now. SRS can be had any time that is right for you.
