So...AGP always has confused me. Does it literally mean that you just become your own ideal sexual partner?...As in YOU are your own sexual orientation??
I mean, I get a guy being hetero and loving the look of a woman...he is attracted so much to the look of a woman that he becomes a woman. But, he becomes a woman through the heterosexual male perspective of putting too much emphasis on ****ty attire, big boobs, and being subservient to men. It's pretty much the stereotypical male view of a woman...it's just he becomes it.
But, is that just the end all be all of the sexual desire? It begins and ends with your own heterosexual male portrayal of a woman?
Is this even crossdressing then? Or, is it just some complicated fetish? (But, fair enough...a lot of fetishes are complicated, I think).
I mean, I guess AGP is like the sexual orientation of yourself...obviously, this is where the "auto" comes in to play. But, I don't see it the same as CDing...because, with AGP the female clothes, the boobs, the faceless male with a penis are all props in getting off on your own experience of what a man thinks women like in bed.
Idk...I guess at the end, you'd be wearing women's clothes. But, CDing seems pretty straight forward...AGP is kind of hard to wrap your head around and explain without making someone with AGP sound like they're obsessed with themselves and sexist.
If it described me, I probably wouldn't want to own up to it. However, it's so silly because no one expects fantasies to be politically correct...they would be so boring. But, if that was really the only thing that got you going (yourself), and people wanted to stamp a label on your forehead...I wouldn't own up to it either.
That's why I don't try to psychoanalyze my fantasies or try to legitimize them. Lol...I can only imagine what my forehead would say.
