Okay let's try this again...(I hit a key and I don't know where my first reply went to)...So as I was saying, I don't have a password on my computer, I'm not trying to hide anything from him. And he doesn't have one on his either. My SO (yes babe, I love you too and I'm glad that you like what I've done for you) is my world and I would be utterly lost without him. I love him....ALL of him and I'm so very grateful that he told me about his CDing. It took (pardon the pun) a huge set of balls to tell me. I'm glad that he did and since then I've felt a closeness to him that I haven't felt in years. I think that it's this emotional rollercoaster that I'm on right now that is hurting me the most. I think that sometimes I'm jealous for a bit and then after I realize it I'm then feeling very guilty. On Friday I had a meeting to go to and I needed a jacket, in my closet (I have literally a hundred) I couldn't find one that I wanted...so I looked in his closet and I saw one that I had just gotten and I took off the tags and I wore it. When I told him about it that night before dinner, I then put it back on and he said that it looked better on me and I should keep it. I felt so guilty that I just didn't know what to do. I think that the jealousy part (going into his closet for something to wear) and then the guilt (him telling me it looked better on me and to keep it) is the thing that is hurting me the most.
Is this normal or am I just "screwed up"?
Curious
