Take it slow, one step at a time, Nirali. Beginning CDing and dating men at the same time seems overwhelming to me.

I began dressing late in life and assumed I must be gay because of my fantasies of being the woman with men. It took me over 10 years to come grips with my dressing and still am trying to figure out where I'm going with it!

It took me nearly 10 years to figure out I wasn't gay. That my dreams of being the woman with men was simply a dresser's fantasy!

I suggest u tackle one issue at a time. Which may be difficult for u. An experienced, qualified therapist could help u organize your thots and priorities!