Michele Tara, in the post above mine you write:
"I'd love to be dressed and extremely feminine and be taken by a handsome man but I am not attracted to men at all and when i was once kissed by a gay guy I found it disgusting (no offence, it just wasnt my thing)."
I encourage you to look into the attraction to the self as a woman. If you were truly attracted to men, you would not have felt disgusted.