I guess to me I want things to be ok, but I feel like we're both not being completely truthful to one another. We both have a "maybe" statement on our side. She tells me that "Maybe I'll be comfortable with you transitioning in the future," when in reality (and I'm guessing, yes) I don't think she ever will. Me, I say that I want to transition, but maybe this will be enough (which I also doubt). To me, it just sounds dumb.
But, I guess since I don't have the legal system on my side yet, it'd be better to stay together, see where things go, build up our funds, and decide what we're doing BEFORE we start trying for another child.
I just wish she'd open her eyes and see that a therapist or marriage counselor would be of some help.... We both have bachelors degrees in psychology for goodness sake...
