My story - How do I start?

[Helena93]

Helena - welcome to the Forum! The best place to learn and feel accepted for who you are, whatever that may be.
So you do not think you are a woman, so not a transsexual. You like the feminine aspects of what society says are woman's things - pantyhose, heels, nail polish. I also would prefer that society did not care who used those.
You say you want to go into "full girl mode", but also slow and steady. One option into "full girl mode" is to arrange a transformation session where an experienced person helps you dress and does your makeup and takes pictures. This will quickly show you what is possible without you having to buy much. People here may have suggestions where to go near you. Or for slow and steady, hosiery and painted toes is easy way to restart. You mention a girlfriend - if she would be supportive, then letting her set a pace that she is comfortable with would also be a great way to build a fantastic relationship. You also need to decide what look you are going for - blendable or more fashionable or retro looks.
Hugs, Ellen

Hi Ellen!

You're absolutely correct. I don't feel like a woman, I just want so desperately to be one, however that's never going to happen. I wish I was born that way and if could push a button that transforms me, I'd push it without hesitation. But the highest point I can reach, is pretending to be one. Act like a woman and ultimately feel like as if I am a woman.

I like your first idea, but I would rather keep it a secret for now, even for my girlfriend. I'm not sure if she can handle this situation and I would like to explore this part of my life alone. For now.. There will be a moment when I can tell her or even somebody else.

So I would go for option 2. Slow and steady. Step by step. I'd like to start easy. So I would like to go for a fashionable look.
A look that's very feminine, but not trashy. Heels, but no platforms or 5-inchers. I think that ballerina flats or just as girly as heels for example.
I want to look as a woman, not a man in a women's outfit.
I'm pretty aware that this will not be very easy.


Thank you for your opinion and support!

Hugs, Helena

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Hi Helena, Welcome to our forum, When you are here you are home.

What ever questions that you have there is a 99.875 % chance that one or more
of the ladies here will have an answer for you. >Orchid ......

Thank you Blue Orchid! I'm pretty sure you girls are all very supportive and kind.

Hugs, Helena