Glad that you are coming out of your depressing times.
I understand that you get wrapped up in your dressing and don't want to stop. I don't want to minimize your feelings. However, your initial post indicates that you have a supportive wife and four young children. In the future, after a weekend of dressing, maybe you should focus on taking your wife out on a date or playing with your children. Laughter from kids goes a long way to make most parents smile.
