Hi, thanks for the reply. I haven't been able to connect with women because i've been depressed since the break up, I don't think it's any deeper than that.
The reason she broke up with me is because she couldn't put up with my horrible anxiety anymore.
I don't think being with a man is an answer to anything. I'm just looking to find some enjoyment in my life right now.
So you're saying to not pursue the fantasy?
