Maybe you need help or not but to answer your question.

First it is gay sex, so you have to be ok with that.

The person you are looking for will be BI, and likely in the closet. I have two long term boyfriend's that are.

There are also straight guys looking to experiment. I would stir clear of these people, at least till you have more experience. Even than they are more trouble than they're worth.

Everyone is different but basically guys are guys, they just want sex. Don't expect any deep conversations on feelings. Unless those feelings involve sex.

Ok so they may last a few minutes before loosing interest. The exception I have found is my one boyfriend that is a fetish dresser . In the closet CD. He normally presents as a guy with me so I'm not miss gendering him, although he seams to be changing/growing/or something so the pronouns maybe changing.

This is a long term relationship, it stared out as a sex thing. We met when I was looking for answers. It has developed into something a lot more. He was brought up marriage , but not seriously. If he ever does ask I have a white dress waiting along with the answer.

I also lived for a year as the lady of the house with another boyfriend, so I know what I'm talking about.

Most here are straight guys so to them this will always be fantasy.

I don't know how to meet someone, it can happen anywhere. My other boyfriend met me at Walmart, I was dressed for a Christmas party and was picking up some last minute things. He was like a deer in the headlights when he saw me. I was oh no, till I realized he just wanted my number.

The boyfriend I lived with a close friend of mine introduced us. He remembered the encounter I don't, I guess it was brief and I was with my friends. But he pursued me, we had this made affair and moved in together. A very long story indeed.

I have also had a stalker, I don't know what happened to him he finally just stopped coming around, so do be careful.