Hi everyone thanks so much for all your replies and Love and support I don't feel as alone as I once did.
After reading some of your replies made me recall some of my own personal feelings I had over the years.
SaraLin you felt exactly the way I've felt my entire life.
I'm not sure if you felt this or not but I personally would be envious women when I would look at them I love how there clothes hug the curves of there bodies wishing that I could have a body like that.
I'm sorry for not asking the questions right the first time I wanted to give a little back story before getting into the many questions I have.
Did any one else feel like they weren't close to the guy friends they had growing up?
