It's a little strange how things work different for most of us. I do get at times a little dry spell when I feel tired to make the mess and then clean it up, almost like I couldn't be bothered. For some reason it was the opposite for me, when Covid hit I started dressing more, almost like it distracted me from what was going on. I feel when I'm under more pressure is when I dress more, almost like I'm more relaxed when dressed. Well don't beat yourself up over it and just let your true feelings guide you, it's sounds like your trying to make it come back. Just relax and follow your heart.
