Quote Originally Posted by Karren Hutton View Post
Very well written and deep... But imho your over thinking the whole thing... For me I'm driven to crossdress and no amount of spiritual self examination into all those questions will change that fact.. That's why I accept what I do at face value and without question and make the best of it. Don't think I could live this way if I was always trying to analysis why.. I would go crazy... I am who I am and like what I like... Nothing wrong with that. And I have never felt empty for any reason..
I gotta agree with Karren. I've been doing this, off and on, for a long time .. nearly forty years. I still periodically go through periods of what I'll call "angst" because I'm just lazy that way ... the angst really gets old, and nowadays when I feel it coming on, I'm like, "meh".

Life is too short to dwell on stuff you can't change. Yeah, sometimes I wish that I could change it, that I could stop crossing ... but for me, I've faced that it just ain't gonna happen; my wife is more accepting of me than I myself am, and that's not right (hey I love that my wife loves me so much, don't get me wrong -- it's just that I should be in the same spot).

It's so much easier when you allow yourself to be yourself, without hating a part of yourself, without wishing for the umpteenth time that you could just quit.

I invite you to step into the light. It's a damn long hard road, but the steps get easier the more you take.