Quote Originally Posted by DeniseNJ View Post
As our trip to Vegas draws very close , the wife is having second thoughts about me going for my transformation. She is affraid that this experience will change me forever. Affraid that I might cross the line. I admitted to her tonight that I was coming back to the hotel as Denise and was gonna change back there. I am very excited to do this but somehow I feel she has a valid point. I went out and got a fresh pedicure tonight. I bought some thi highs and my first hand bag. I am taking this night on the town as a girl very seriously. She said I looked awful as a girl , I then printed a pic of me from a month ago and asked her to look at it, I said if you can truthfully say I look awful as I girl ,I won't do it. She barely looked at the picture and said , I don't wanna see it. Yes she was drinking tonight so her emotions were out totally. She said to me,how would you like it if I grew a penis?? I didn't know how to answer that but assured her that I wasn't getting SRS any time soon. I am not totally out of the closet quite the contrare. She does want me to be happy but she doesn't want to know anything about Denise. I am sorry girls but we all have our vices. She does things that I don't approve but I do not control her. I have be shaving my legs every time I get in the shower and many other places and she isn't getting mad about that. She knows that this is my dream to get a professional make-over. My excitement will be very high this Friday night. I just hope Denise stays in control and doesn't do anything stupid..

I made a STATEMENT in my original post and no where in the post did I ask for opinions. I was just sharing, what to expect from a wife that is not supportive of their crossdressing spouse.
I expected good luck, be careful, enjoy yourself, you'll love Amy, keep us posted type of responses. Yes I do realize that I am not is a perfect relationship with my wife. The ones that are in a loving and perfect relationship I applaude you!! Yes I am my own worst ememy, BUT I want to make it clear,(I don't throw my dressing at my wife) I have pretty red toes and I don't even walk around my own home barefoot as not to upset my wife. Yes I get angry because she keeps telling me ( Stop Trying to Control Me) when I advise her , you had enough to drink, you lost too much money, lets leave before you loose all the $ back.. You make it sound like I cram it down her throat and say deal with it or leave me>> All I want is a little comprimize. I surely do!! I asked her when she was sober that I want to fulfill my dream and get a make over with Pictures she did say YES I even offered for her to come and watch. I don't hide my feminine things well They are in every part of the house but out of plain site, She could do a clean sweep and throw away all my stuff in 20 minutes but she has not. She knows that I crossdress here and there when she is not around and as long as I don't talk about it she is fine. Yes she has emontional issues again I am not perfect , I am a crossdresser, TS, TV or a weirdo, queer, faggot sissy , I have been called it all by my wife so No I am not perfect. Please answer this::: can you be a Crossdresser and be a Normal Person ??? To the unsupportive one NO!! I do realize some are trying to HELP. To be accepted is more important to me. I am no idiot and I do know what people really mean when they respond.