Probably life is a journey of self-finding. I am one of those you said or believed to be straight and now starting to questing it. But it is hard to say, if it is just like getting the attention or trying to be loved and at some point ignoring sexual preferances - if you figure out men are more accepting than women to a crossdresser, well maybe it coulb become worth a try, besides I did not go so far, but I know, that dancing with a leading man can be fun, because your are fitting more in the role of the woman you wanna be or you wanna be partime or feel like or what ever. Besides you do not compete in femininity with a man - so for me, there is accutally one the reason of havig childs one day, which prevents me of giving men a chance and yes I am afraid of getting attracted to men, too.