If I go back and fourth, it doesn't change a thing. I don't have to prove to anyone who I am and that makes it very easy to end up in a state of purgatory.
Based solely on your avatar I really don't see how anyone can see you as anyone other than Bree... so going back and forth would be impossible.
I was told that I was "Way out there In left field", but I don't even know where that is.
The crossdressing community is one that needs to stick together and continue to be there for each other for whatever one needs. We are always trying to improve the forum to better serve the crossdresser in all of us.