I don't have to like me... everyone else likes me! I'm just an awesome person. :DOriginally Posted by Kristy_K
I dunno... I don't see it. But it's probably just something we all deal with.
I wish I could believe everyone that disagrees with me, but I know what I see. And I can't trust anyone's opinion here because in my head, you are being supportive and saying what I want to hear. I can't trust my friends and family because they want me to feel better about myself, so why wouldn't they bend the truth a little? And if they truly do believe I look like a woman... my thought is that they see what they want to see because they know who I am on the inside... their view of me is biased. I have plenty of excuses for why you are all liars(love you all though! :D)
Anyway, this is the whole issue of me leaving and coming back. I need to not care what I look like. I can't let my view of myself hold me back from living my life. I have finally learned that... I have to just suck it up and do my thing. I can't wait for my self esteem to improve because it never will by itself.
