Sometimes, when the combination of make-up, wig and lighting are right, I can get 4" from the mirror and almost pass out with happiness, because I recognise the woman in me looking back. Those are the purest moments of feeling feminine that I've experienced, and it touches me to my core. I feel like I'm looking into a woman's eyes, not a man's. The first time it happened I started crying.

Is this in any way what you're talking about? Being told 'You look just like a girl', which has happened a few times lately, is nothing compared to that feeling.