Excuse me, sir, but, wtf am I?

[Thomas]

I've always been sort of in between genders too, but I couldn't quite put my finger on what was wrong until I found this site and started reading about other people's experiences.

That's what's so great about this site, isn't it? Not only is it a chance to learn about things you've never been exposed to and be able to socialize with people like yourself, but they all strive to help each other better themselves and become happier people, too. I have never found a more loving and accepting group as this one. I don't think I have ever seen a single rude or hurtful comment on here. And that's rare for the internet now days =P

I am attracted to all different types of people for different reasons, but especially butch women and girly men.

That's so interesting. Several people have said that now. I really was not expecting this preference to be so common! I thought I was just an oddball. Haha xD

People are constantly learning and evolving throughout their lives. Best not to do anything drastic or permanent until you are completely sure about it.

Agreed. I can't say I've stayed the same from one year to the next at all for as long as I can remember.

About the low dose T, I'm no expert but it seems that hormones affect people differently. One of my neighbors is a transman who looks completely, without a doubt male... until he opens his mouth. On the other hand, some of our guys say their voices got very deep. It's a crap shoot. : There is a thread somewhere around here about deepening your voice without T. You should check it out.

Ah, I think I do recall reading that thread. Did Ze make it?

And I wouldn't mind some changes to my appearance or body from T (given that I reach the point where I'm sure I'm ready for a more permanent change) But I like being a "pretty boy" of sorts, and I wouldn't want T to change me into an extremely butch, muscular, hairy guy. A little facial change, a little voice change, a little bit more hair, a little bit more muscle (like on my puny arms!) and such would be great for me, but I worry that the T will overdo it and then there will be no turning back which seems like horror beyond horrors to me.