Hi Steph and Mrs steph
Im saddened that your marriage may end because of what Steph may be going though. I suspect that this fog was fed unknowingly by the Mrs allowing her husband to go with his feelings from the beginning and steph taking full advantage of this generosity has now become an untamable beast.
Steph, picture this, if you decide to go this route and eventually dissolve your marriage because this desire has blinded you, when you get old and ugly like me and not beautiful anymore, things start sagging,leaking,aching,hurting and the desire can't be fed anymore, will you be happy being alone, being a transformed man and wishing you had your wife with you? You say you talked to an old girlfriend and she's looks like she'll accept you for who are. Not, women will never accept a man that dresses like a woman or wants to be a woman for a mate. Most of the women will tolerate it to a certain point if youre a loved one but not much more than that. You really need to think about it and make sure this is what you want.
Question is ...Will you sacrifice your desire for your wife and stay with her or not?
Thera
