Trying to accept that I am a transsexual

[Bree-asaurus]

Not necessarily. That's just "traditional trans narrative" writ large.

Yeah... there is a little bit of confusion sometimes with the "I've known since I was..." stuff.

Some people KNOW they were trans from their earliest memories. But some people only knew that something was wrong, or that they knew they had to pretend to be a certain person. In the latter cases, it isn't after 10, 20, 50, however many years that they ACCEPT it and then realize that the label for those things that were wrong is "transsexual." Many of us KNEW, but we didn't know the label applied to how we felt.